pertama dari kuliah saya dulu! semester 1 sudah kelar alhamdulillah dengan IP yang 'sangat memuaskan' hehe semoga di semester 2 bisa lebih memuaskan lagi ato ga sampe yang ngitung nilai kalkulatornya rusak gara-gara IP saya melebihi batas normal haha amiin :))
semester 2 ini kata kakak kelas si berat, trus hapalan mati trus ga da waktu luang buat senang-senang kayak semester 1 kemaren but who cares???? itu kan mereka bukan saya ataupun teman-teman angkatan saya yang penting kita harus semangat PD 09 caiyo!! :D
trus apalagi ya? saya ga pinter nulis nih :D
oya semangat buat my besties ni putu agustin putriani darmawan haha semoga bisa lolos utul UGM amiin kalo dia lolos kan aku bisa ada alasan main-main ke jogja terus hehe oya maafin aku juga ya yang dulu sering ganggu tidurmu gara-gara nanya pelajaran yahh namanya juga pelajar hehe
selanjutnya tentang kehidupan saya :
If only you had the ears that I have, then I would
Sing you a song from the bottom of my heart, but would you hear me?
If only you had the heart that I have, then I would
Flood you with all of the love that I have, but would you feel me?
Hey
If you are predisposed to hate me, might as well just
Kill me now and save me from this misery
If I can't earn all of your love
You don't need me at all
At all
At all
ya saya memang bodoh kenapa harus serendah itu karna semua ini?
because i'm a fool. it seems to be so. even if it pains me, it seems to be alright.
even if i.m teases for my foolish love. because i'm an impossible fool
wanting you, treating you well, i was happy with just that. if you smiled at me even just once, i would happy with that smile. till the person he likes comes around, i'll just stay by his side like this. this is a love that is blissful with me being able to give. i don;t wish for anything. in a place where he'll reach whenever he puts out his hand, in a place where he'll be audible whenever he calls for me, i will be in that place unchangingly because i love him. because it's the love i chose, i was happy even with pain. if you turned and looked back even just once, i would be happy with that. till the person who will take my place in protecting you comes around, i'll stay by her side just for a while. this is a love that is blissful even if i just watched you. i don't need anything. to be his reliance every time so he can rest, i will stay as how i always was. even if she leaves me without saying bye, i will send off with feelings of thanks.
because i'm a fool
